#aa

sometimes i don't understand bout ur feeling.

u give me so many hint but u never told the truth.

but i know we will never become more than that.

but why u give me that hope,

i always want to know why like that,

why u treat me like that,

i want dat answer.

i eagerly want to know that.

hm. u text me this morning

n called me adek.

n i know what u want trying to say to me.

hahah

i understand

ok 

n i will promise to myself,

stop it before it become worse.

huhuh

thanks for being a good "sibling" for me.

i really appreciated that.

this is dedicated to #aa

thanks bro :)

updating

ok. lets start wif بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ 
now i'm listening to christina perri song- jar of hearts
one of my favourite singer n of cos favourite song.
it has been so long for new post. 
has been busy for fyp.
thesis writing.
assignment.
test.
family gathering.
n for past few days, 
i got fever.
only Allah knows the pain.
cant sleep at night until the morning.
does not take any meals for the whole day
n no one care about it.
SAD.
the only thing i feel.
y?
bcos u know u have friends
but no one worried about u,
but it's ok.
life has up n down.
Allah know i can faced it,
so He giv me this test,
just faced it n smile :)
i'm not blaming my friends for their disappearance. 
i know they also busy wif the fyp.
at first, yup. 
im blaming them
but now its ok.
i know their conditions.
n i want ask for their forgiveness.
minta maaf byk2.
correct me if im wrong.
n  i include this dua' after the solah
maybe it useful for us.
i'm tring to remember this dua'
improving myself to become better person

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. 
Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan pentadbir seluruh alam. 

     Selawat dan sejahtera semoga dilimpahkan ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad 

     yang semulia-mulia pesuruh-Nya, serta ke atas keluarga dan sekalian sahabat-sahabatnya. 

    Ya Allah, wahai Tuhan kami, 

    hidupkan kami dengan iman, matikan kami dalam iman,

    serta masukkan kami ke dalam syurga bersama-sama iman. 

    Ya Allah, ya Tuhan kami,

    ampunilah segala dosa kesalahan kami dan dosa-dosa kesalahan kedua ibu bapa kami, 

    serta kesihanilah kedua ibu bapa kami sebagaimana mereka berdua mengasihani kami semasa masih kecil. 

    Ya Allah, akhirilah umur kami dengan kesudahan yang baik

   dan janganlah kiranya Engkau akhirkan umur kami dengan kesudahan yang tidak baik. 

   Ya Allah, ya Tuhan kami, janganlah kiranya Engkau pesongkan iman kami sesudah

   Engkau kurniakan kepada kami petunjuk. Anugerahilah kami rahmat kerana sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengurnia. 

  Wahai Tuhan kami, kurniakanlah kepada kami kebaikan di dunia ini dan juga di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami daripada azab neraka. 

  Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat dan sejahtera ke atas junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad dan ke atas seluruh keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda. Dan segala puji itu tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan pentadbir seluruh alam

i got the dua' from this website doaharian

note; im not so good in english, trying to improve it,

         and im using this medium for improvement.

        so, if i make mistakes, plis correct me.

        tq.

syukur alhamdulillah :)

oh.
dgr byk good news dri kwn2.
hepi sgt.
hepi for them.

one of my besfren n blockmet n elevenmate
dh nk smpai seru dah.
one step closer tu marriage life.
alhamdullilah.
at last u find da right one.
ak sentiasa doakn ko bhgie AIN  :)

n lg sorg yg bestfren
ika
artikah arbin
dy dah abes viva
n dy dah nk tauliah.
congrats kawan.
ak bangga ngan ko :)

n makcik sorg ni
izzati ismail.
xdeskmet tcinte.
dri form bpe ea kite deskmet.
dy dah grad.
ak jeles kot :)
congrats bro :)
ak doakan ko dpt sambung study pasni.
insyaALLAH.










kawan,
thanks korg sentiasa ade time ak susah n sng,
susah nk cri kwn mcm korg.
ak rindu gile kt korg.
ak sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan korg dunia dan akhirat.
bestfriends till jannah kwn2.
Ya ALLAH, kau berikanlah kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat kepada semua kawan2 ku.
tunjukkanlah mereka jalan yang lurus, jalan yang Kau redhai,
ampunilah dosa2 mereka.
dan eratkanlah hubunganku dgn mereka.
amin.

a small journey

ok, 

struggling for fyp.

tired.

but for my future, i must complete it.

fyp had teach me a lot of lesson.

about friendship, selfishness, hope,

EVERYTHING.

thanks dr. for give me some strenght

to continue in this journey.

it is not da end,

but 

it just started.

only at the beginning of the journey.

gud luck and never give up.